reading all those post on 6A, i didnt know how i exactly feel right now. i am sad to leave 6A,really sad.but since everyone went to secondary 1,at first people were so enthu to visit pcps.but now?everybody had their own friends,and nobody care to visit pcps anymore.take new year eve for example,less den 10 people came back,and i was like supposed to go plaza singapura with sqdmates but i delayed it just to go back.but,i didnt know that nobody was going back.i really regreted.maybe i shouldnt care about it anymore.all those class gatherings,i tried to attend,but do the others do so also?i really donno.maybe we werent as bonded as we thought to be.i feel like being separated from everybody.all have their own friends.at first i separated myself from eveybody just to be with 6A.but now i feel i dun have the need.its like i feel more united and bonded with sirius instead of 6A.do i really have to do this?i dunno.maybe i should. i alrdy told myself i will not go back to pcps anymore,not even teachers day.i know nobody was going to,so why should i?

i have no more reasons to love him anymore,since many loved him. i might just as well give him up. i dun want to hurt once more again.